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Void

I'm numb tonight, emotions gone
No hatred running deep
I'm just so tired of everything
Like feelings that won't keep
It's quiet now inside my head
No screaming to be heard
No glimmer of a thought at all
There's not one single word
I'm drained from all that's taken place
Deep down in my soul
I don't feel happy, don't feel sad
I do feel really old
I've aged a lot these last few weeks
Fighting just to live
Dealing with my inner pain
There's nothing left to give
The only thing that can be said
Is that life isn't black
I still exist, I've done nothing
That I can't take back
But with the anger and self-harm
There's been a world of stress
It makes it seem quite peaceful now
To be in nothingness
If only I could find a way
To make the stillness last
But I'm running out of time
I'm waking up too fast

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