
Haunted
Unlike my God Who hurried, took just six days to complete
You took three years to build a world, with me under your feet
Every week, drawing me in til I was in too deep
Along the way, indoctrinating me with thoughts to keep
I am dirty
I am worthless
I'll never be good enough
I deserve endless pain
I don't deserve to be loved
The world according to you, my rapist,
Became the world as seen by me
As all those years trapped under you
Showed me how to be
Deeply ashamed
You hurt me
I hurt myself
Not thinking once to ask for help
Your words played inside my head
Stuck on auto-repeat
While the images of what you did
Kept me from getting sleep
My days and nights were haunted
By you, a living ghost
Until the moment finally came
That gratifies the most
I chose to take back my life,
Deciding to stand tall,
To take the thoughts you'd given me
Obliterate them all
I'm finished now, you have no power
Let me make this clear
Whatever part of you is left
Get away from here!
