Frozen

Panic knocks me off my feet
I try to find the ground
As more waves of fear wash over me
It's nowhere to be found
My heart is broken open
With jagged wounds inside
I'm tired of trying to heal them
Sick of this same fight
Shivers hit, like icicles
They cause my mind to freeze
I'm lost within this nameless dread
As darkness surrounds me
I long for numbness, anything
To take this world away
So maybe I could sleep awhile
And night would turn to day
But reality hits hard and fast
So I can't even breathe
This will never go away
I never will be free
All that lies ahead is black
And cold, with pain and terror
I may long for a reprieve
But it exists nowhere